secret: can't even

i was going to write every day for a year. 

it was going to make me a better writer, with all the credibility and discipline and whatnot.

i failed at this goal and i am ok with it.

so now i'm just going to write things when i feel like it, instead of seeing this as some insurmountable goal i can't deal with.

i can't even write 365 days running, and that is ok. i embrace my failure.